Introverted

I'm a girl who likes her down time. I'm not outgoing, though I am a people person, I get along great with everyone I meet. But, at the end of the week I like to have a day were I don't get dressed and I just lounge in my sweats and T's and I'm a happy girl. I have had several boyfriends that don't understand this part of me. I am active, I know (despite my weight) that it is important to be active, I am friendly, I like people, I like being out, but I need to be allowed to slow down.

It was a long weekend last weekend, and I hope that all had a great Labor Day. I did and I didn't. I was in a great area, went swimming in rivers, enjoyed some new sights and scenery, and fraught with my boyfriend everyday. We'd have a perfect time, a PERFECT time, and then all of a sudden he's yelling at me, or I'm yelling at him, sometimes I can't even figure out how we got there. It's like the other night when we were on our way home from the weekend. We stopped and

head dinner, and we were in the car and everything was great, I was having a great time with him, we're talking

away, and everything is fine, and right in the middle of our discussion he picks up the phone while I'm still talking and calls his friend. WTF? Needless to say I was pissed. The rest of the night was a bust :-(

A new week at school has begun and I am loving my classes. I have to say that the decision to

return to academics is not something I regret at all. And operation gain space has also started. My dad brought my trailer down on Wednesday. He cam in at 3pm and left the next morning at 8. I was/am very sad. I miss him. I've never experienced this strong of a need to be with my family before. It used to be when my family hit the road I was down a little, but I wasn't devastated, now my feeling to be with him and have him around is almost unbearable.