This blog is my way of being an open book. I am a very introverted person and tend to not let people in very quickly or easily. I have two friends. My best friend whom lives three thousand miles away and has known me for ten years. My boyfriend. He.... well I can't even begin to describe what he is to me. I was first boyfriend when I was fifteen. He has been my friend for the last 12 years and we have recently reconnected romantically. He is and will ever been the most consistent and caring man in my life.
I am an obese 26 year old. I have been so all my life. In the last year I have lost 50 pounds with the help of Weight Watchers, and at the encouragement of my now ex-boyfriend. We were together for three years. While coping with my mothers illness I went wedding dress shopping with her for fear of not having the opportunity to do so at another time. (I was right about there not going to be another opportunity by the way.) I bought a dress. I bought a $1,600 dress. Two months later he told me he had basically checked out of our relationship a year go and he asked me to move out of our shared apartment. He stole me of my confidence and my self assuredness. Though I will admit I feel that I was stifled by him and put through a lot emotional by our difference of personality.
The following postings will be confessions, observations, and general thoughts and ideas by me as I simply move forward living.
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